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Thursday, April 3rd, 2008
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Wednesday, November 21st, 2007
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"Children begin by loving their parents; as they grow older they judge them; sometimes they forgive them."
-A Picture of Dorian Gray, Ch.5, Oscar Wilde.
What a evening tonight turned into. Started with a argument between my mother and father in which I got involved in (I always do it, and yet always learn the same lesson, don't.) which made a flare but didn't start the fire yet. I always back up my father in any situation, with him being disabled and my mother acting so tyrannical at times I feel I need to help him. But, in order to explain that sentence in better detail I would need to go and talk about my past, which is something which would take atleast a paragraph, but is a paragraph more than I feel like discussing. Anyhow, problems quickly escalated, with arguments between my mother and I, and ended with her calling one of her "girlfriends" from a group, IFS (internal family services, someone who I have written about in here before), I suppose the person told her to call the police because in turn is exactly what she did. I left the house, not out of fear, but more, well, I'm not really sure. But regardless I left, went down the road and had a few cigarettes while I watched the police patrol and look for me with their lights. After I was done smoking I flagged one of them down and had a calm conversation and went back to my house (in the back of his police car mind you). Returned to the scene and made a statement in which I was very calm, put all blame on me.
That was the night. The police left without saying much, just seemed to make new friends with them due to my calm mood. Moral of the story: Always be calm.
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(1 Shot | Shoot Me)
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Sunday, November 11th, 2007
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It's been a lil while, a little to long you could say. Hanging out with Stevie, joey, mikey and the girls recently, been fun, been having alot of fun actually, maybe now its time to get serious with shit? Nah, not yet. But atleast I'm applying to a college, norwich, but only because of alot of pressure from a friend whose father is on the board there, which in turn means I probably am already in. wither I get in or not doesn't matter, I don't plan on going there even if I do get into it, I don't have the money to pay for that. Making money from my job, one which I am embarrassed to admit to having, somewhat, but than when I look at it, I realize I really don't care. I think it just has to do with the fact I'm not even in school at the moment. The way I keep my sanity is by reading, or seeing my girl, either or, or both for that matter. I saw this movie the other night, Dan in real life, it was a-ok? I guess thats a word, oh well. Anyways, it stars Steve Carrel and is about a guy who falls in love with his brothers girlfriend. There are some funny moments, but, I found myself laughing while others just sat there in silence. It was a mixed audience too, young and old both, but I felt, for some reason, that some of them were missing out on the jokes, either that or they just weren't funny at all and I seemed crazy for laughing. I wouldn't see it again, and I wouldn't recommend it. At all.
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(2 Shots | Shoot Me)
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Sunday, September 16th, 2007
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What is wrong with Postsecret? It's sunday, I want my postcards, what the hell is this shit.
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(3 Shots | Shoot Me)
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Sunday, September 9th, 2007
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Do pokemon eat meat? I imagine a charizard would, but I've never seen it kill and eat something in any of the episodes or games.
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(1 Shot | Shoot Me)
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Tuesday, August 28th, 2007
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Wednesday, August 15th, 2007
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One, one one. Has anyone seen that Orbit commercial were they are having a argument with nice words? The mans first words are, "what the french toast?" I thought that was funny as anything.
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(2 Shots | Shoot Me)
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Uh, life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness haha. Life has been, eh, very exuberant in the past few months. (sp?) on that. I don't know how to write good sentances.
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(Shoot Me)
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Saturday, July 14th, 2007
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Yeah its been awhile.
Been writing everyday in my regular journal, the physical one, but its alot different th............
I wrote that about two days ago.
I am beyond fucked up.
B is leaving today so we drank ourselves silly. and smoked.
Everythings alright.
How about a update later too
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(1 Shot | Shoot Me)
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Thursday, April 19th, 2007
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Wednesday, April 4th, 2007
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Saturday, March 10th, 2007
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300, pretty bad ass but a fucking macho-man movie nontheless. I mean yeah, the stories alright, but what the fuck? Every fucking meathead walking out of the theatre was quoting it. The action was good, but everyone in the spartan army died, atleast those 300 soldiers. I only really learned one lesson from watching the movie, and that is: don't trust hunchbacks. I'm on spring break now, which is alright? Still have the same job, but I also got accepted to work the 3rd shift at wawa, which is the night shift, which is great cause I'll be able to meet other awesome people who don't sleep at night haha. Oh well, look for the private entry.
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(7 Shots | Shoot Me)
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Friday, February 23rd, 2007
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babel babel babel yarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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(Shoot Me)
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This is actually pretty interesting.
guitar21m: yo! guitar21m: you remember who elie wiesel was? guitar21m: respond fucker!~ guitar21m: this is good shit guitar21m: ITS GOOD SHIT YOULL WANNA KNOW THIS guitar21m: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH blargh: yeah i remember blargh: fuck you dick blargh: haha guitar21m: yo! guitar21m: so he got assaulted in the beg. of february in san francisco guitar21m: anyawys, he was arrested in montgomery about 3 days ago guitar21m: the guy who assaulted him I mean guitar21m: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Elie_Wiesel#Life_in_the_United_States guitar21m: thats some weird ass shit guitar21m: I was reading the police blotter and had to look into it
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(Shoot Me)
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Sunday, February 4th, 2007
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I love getting home when even my cats are asleep.
I'm guessing the rumormill has been spreading but I'm here to tell my side of the story.
Actually I don't give a fuck. Bottom line is the hospital knew they couldnt do anything with me so I was let go after a 3 hour stay where I recieved a great CAT scan, the group of people who I did whatever to cant press charges, and the rest is history.
No I'm not going to expand on this.
You can't go home but you can't stay here.
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(1 Shot | Shoot Me)
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Monday, January 29th, 2007
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Life is pain, but I'm content. :) It's strange, I've never been happier. Thanks to all my friends for coming out of hiding, word up.
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(Shoot Me)
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Wednesday, January 24th, 2007
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Hahaha, so I was texting while on my way home from school on east mountain rd when a fucking deer jumped out in front of me. It shat all over the side of my car. It survived and was mocking me by walking around my car and the area after the accident. It fucked up only superfical stuff like my blinker and some dents to the body near the front left tire. Oh well.
until they kill me i'll be livin this life i know you feel me :)
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(1 Shot | Shoot Me)
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Tuesday, January 23rd, 2007
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Thursday, January 18th, 2007
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Blah blah blah bleek. I'm trying to get something together with Joey and Mark. I hope this shit works out cause I need some chill time. Blablabla, everythings kind of boring, I've just been putting together a resume for various graphic places around the area, hoping they will hire me.
Fuck I am really depressed though.
Atleast I get to see Val this weekend though. Thats a upside to it, and also I'm going to Mark's show.
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(Shoot Me)
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Tuesday, January 9th, 2007
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Hmmm, stayed in the whole night but undoubtably had a good night. Finished reading my book "Anthemn" by Ayn Rynd, got some applications out of the way, and talked to Mark for a good hour about his life and ways to help him. Now I'm watching some of my family guy shit while eating. Oy veige, I'm tired. I woke up early this morning cause I had to help Joey's bro get his car out of the impound.
Good book, good day, good Val.
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(Shoot Me)
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